So just cried like a blubbthering (not a word, but if I could describe my state, this does it perfectly) fool....I suppose those reunion videos hit a certain soft spot in my heart. Which means all my attempts to harden it have not been working.
This little gem is the culprit.
I guess I envy the people in these videos because they have their reunion, and I haven't gotten mine. And even when I do, it will just be awkward and like I'm reuniting with stranger. It's weird. We talk often enough, this morning in fact. And I make it a point to text everyday...and I spend every moment thinking about my bf and how great it will all be when we're finally together....yet when I do see him I'm just awkward.
Guess that's something to figure out in the next 99 days...more on that later
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