Changes, cutting my losses, moving on, but no regrets

It seems the last period of my life would be just too much to summarize in prose form...so let's go with a list....

• I have been sacrificing myself for a relationship which was no longer worth the sacrifice
• The person I loved had become someone else entirely...perhaps better for himself, but definitely not for me
• The person's idea of commitment was completely different than what we had come into the relationship with
• I couldn't be myself completely, I felt like he didn't really know me
• It was too much work for me to continually support him while I received nothing in return except that my problems were my own and that I needed to solve them myself
• After being unfaithful, he accused me of being jealous and not allowing him to have physical relations with other people and that my views of love and commitment are archaic, later I discovered he had been unfaithful again but didn't tell me....putting me at risk for STI's or HIV
• I have realized that after all this time where I most want to be is home...

That generally sums it up....

So fuck yeah I'm cutting my losses and moving on.  There was love. There were lessons.  We could've really been something but I've waited for you long enough to sort your shit out.  I'm just ready to be treated better.